I can’t face the world .
Life is so boring.
I’m gay, or perhaps I’m not, I’m confused, I’m alone, I’m in love, I’m everything and nothing at the same time. I fell in love with a man I met yesterday for the first time. He is 40 years more than me, but I feel like I really love him. He is interesting, sweet, attractive, wonderful. I’m about to cry. I want him. I love him. I don’t know.He is the kind of person I was looking for, he is everything I’ve always wanted and I wish I could spend my whole life with him.